I guess it’s time that we say it. All the words and our goodbyes. It’s not easy when you’re far away. It’s been a long time coming. But I know the reasoning. Why you had to leave. I hope that you found the things that you were, searching for when you left, the path that you took to find yourself. Above the tallest tower, is the place I wait for you. To find your last secret. I’ll be your secret. There’s no stars in this town, cept the ones in your eyes, when they’re looking back in mine. There’s no stars in this town, you know I’ll be with you cuz this is our time. I hope you find me, when you finally see. A piece of you is left here, cuz it lives inside of me. I’ll be your secret, because you live inside of me. There’s no stars in this town, cept the ones in your eyes. When they’re looking back in mine. There’s no stars in this town, you know I’ll be with you, cuz this is our time.

Who do I share all this with?

My semi-formal suit makes me look even more black then I already am. Sick!

mennaoawad:

I’ve never looked at it like that before. It makes so much sense. Go Dave.

ao-oa:

never love a writer, 
and never let one love you.
they won’t ever stop.

messyminds:

Colfax. I think this is… the fourth time I’ve watched them play? Potentially? I dunno. Either way it’s kind of like my own tradition that for any time they are in town or close by for me to go watch and take pictures and do the general social thing (which for me is weird because I’m so socially awkward, but it’s actually easy for me to be a person around these fellas). 

So yeah. I’ve been pretty excited to see them since I found out about two months ago that they were going on tour. Since I’m an adult now (AKA I have my own apartment [that is an adult qualification, you know]) I was like “ey, yo, you guys can crash here”… except it was probably put a bit more awkwardly. Wait- no… I’m 99.9% sure this all occurred via Tumblr post replies and asks. 

ALL OF THIS RAMBLING IS IRRELEVANT. I’m just making a legitimate blog post about the situation because I genuinely enjoy all of these guys as people. They’re all really nice and talented (insert more compliments here because I don’t know how to compliment…)

So I worked until 10pm last night and conveniently (Smoke’s is closed Sundays) had today off. I didn’t actually know my schedule until last minute but IT STILL WORKED OUT. Yes… okay. Damnit. Rambling. SOOO, after work I made my way over to The Capital and soaked in the music and whatnot and then we came back to my place and the guys just kind of spread out on the floor/couch/random mattress. This morning we woke up and made motherfuckin’ pancakes. 20 or so. Ian and Tim are pancake flipping mythical creatures, I swear. 

I actually interacted with 5 people and didn’t feel like dying, which is really rare for me so I think that speaks volumes about how fantastic everyone is. Okay, I’m done with the whole “oh my god look guys I have friends and they’re great” post now. It was nice having people over, and I hope to see them again relatively soon (I would say really soon but I know that’s not actually possible for them sooo yeah).

Oh yeah, and I gave Brock my sunglasses. 

PS- Brock, today I went outside and was like “holy shit, dat sun” and then realized that I gave you my sunglasses and my corneas were not pleased BUT I was more than happy to give you those sunglasses and I hope you cherish them forever.

PPS- Oh yeah, here’s some pictures. I also don’t know if I should post them on Facebook but I’ll probably do it anyway at some point.

I’m feeling fantastic right now! Like I could run a marathon! Wednesday, bring it the fuck on! Can’t fucking wait for Colfax!